Isolation

Losing lust for human touch
Familiar faces fill me with disgust
Waste of words, waste of breath
Isolating myself, dusk till dawn
Infesting my brain, controlling my mind
Cold, dark, alone
Warmth feeling of home
Scratching at my skin
Euphoric sensations
Trying to release the sickness
Sickness is home
Falling apart, melting my bones
Yearning for sorrow is all that I know
Knot in my chest
Losing control
Joyous highs
Burn in my throat
Sweet taste of blood in my mouth
Screams of horror fill the room
What will my family think of me now

I just want out