The Other Half

I know my thoughts are haunted
Bright time? Feeling cheated
I still choke just thinking on it
Right mind? So misleading

Why, when I've changed
Does this thorn still remain?
My mind still begs
For this haze to just fade

I'll show I think I've got it
Just to be defeated
I know my view's distorted
But why's there much seething?

Why, when I've changed
Does this thorn still remain?
My mind still begs
For this haze to just fade

I just need this part of me
With all it's strain to fade away

I've tried all this time to mend
I'm not quite where I thought I'd be
I'm not fine, my mind stills begs
Just fade, just fade

I've tried all this time to mend
I'm not quite where I thought I'd be
I'm not fine, my mind stills begs
Just fade, just fade