Bother

[00:11.02] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.08] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.53] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:28.18] A masochist to which I cater
[00:32.35] You don't need to bother
[00:37.73] I don't need to be
[00:43.07] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:46.37] But once I hold on
[00:50.85] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.37] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.36] If indeed I cared at all
[01:14.95] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.36] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:26.02] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.59] My flaws are open season
[01:30.93] For this, I gave up trying
[01:33.65] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.34] You don't need to bother
[01:41.78] I don't need to be
[01:47.03] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.12] But once I hold on
[01:54.84] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:29.71] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:34.78] A zombie hides my face
[02:38.37] A shelf forgotten with its memories
[02:45.62] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:50.73] And you don't need to bother
[02:56.32] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:01.61] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:06.79] But once I hold on
[03:09.51] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.33] You don't need to bother
[03:17.77] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:23.05] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.02] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:33.42] I'll never live down my deceit
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