Fishnets

[00:11.74] I'm not confident but
[00:13.82] I work on it on a weekly basis
[00:16.83] I've got a good routine
[00:19.18] Wake up, morning pages, ginger tea
[00:22.47] When I use my brain I know what's wrong and right
[00:28.04] Someone tell that to my gut
[00:33.47] I don't know what I'm doing and I don't like it
[00:39.06] You're the only reason I got in these twisted fishnets
[00:44.65] Why would you care how I feel (really)
[00:50.30] You've never been better and I've been reeling
[01:01.36] Nothing makes sense
[01:04.61] When you look at it closely
[01:06.98] When I'm doing my best
[01:10.23] I can't commit 'cause I'm lonely
[01:12.89] When Ayaka doesn't call I wanna scream
[01:18.42] It's like when you don't call me
[01:23.54] I don't understand what I'm doing and I don't like it
[01:29.13] You're the only reason I write otherwise I'm useless
[01:34.92] What did I say (you did a full 180)
[01:40.57] You'd never been better and now you hate me
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[02:11.86] I vacillate
[02:13.96] Between despair and a solid state
[02:16.92] Based on the day
[02:19.78] And the way my cheeks fill out my face
[02:22.52] When I feel my feelings I'm arrested by
[02:28.20] How nice it might feel to burn them out
[02:33.54] I don't know what I'm doing and I don't like it
[02:39.62] You're the only reason I got in these fishnets
[02:46.57] Why would you care how I feel (really)
[02:52.89] You've never been better and I've been reeling
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