An Endless Loop
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โฑ๏ธ 2:34 duration
๐ ID: 17256512
๐ Lyrics
I'm on the edge looking down
From this distance the figures are blurred on the ground
A sense of shame that I can't quantify
I broke every promise, I told every lie
I know something is fucked up inside of my mind
And I'm not sure I can do better next time
It's alright, it's okay, you don't have to wait
So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
It's days like these that I am a shade that I wish that I weren't
Ruminating over things until they hurt
My mother's praying to Theresa for sure
But I'm not sure that there is a cure
So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
Even breathing can feel defeating
With compounding thoughts of loss and no sense of hope
Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change
Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change the way that I still feel inside
From this distance the figures are blurred on the ground
A sense of shame that I can't quantify
I broke every promise, I told every lie
I know something is fucked up inside of my mind
And I'm not sure I can do better next time
It's alright, it's okay, you don't have to wait
So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
It's days like these that I am a shade that I wish that I weren't
Ruminating over things until they hurt
My mother's praying to Theresa for sure
But I'm not sure that there is a cure
So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
Even breathing can feel defeating
With compounding thoughts of loss and no sense of hope
Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change
Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change the way that I still feel inside
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:15.00] I'm on the edge looking down
[00:17.14] From this distance the figures are blurred on the ground
[00:20.51] A sense of shame that I can't quantify
[00:23.01] I broke every promise, I told every lie
[00:25.58] I know something is fucked up inside of my mind
[00:28.70] And I'm not sure I can do better next time
[00:31.66] It's alright, it's okay, you don't have to wait
[00:36.15] So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
[00:42.06] But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
[00:47.45] So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
[00:57.09] Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
[00:59.92]
[01:08.23] It's days like these that I am a shade that I wish that I weren't
[01:12.73] Ruminating over things until they hurt
[01:15.33] My mother's praying to Theresa for sure
[01:17.88] But I'm not sure that there is a cure
[01:20.24] So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
[01:25.91] But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
[01:31.33] So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
[01:40.84] Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
[01:43.56]
[01:49.09] Even breathing can feel defeating
[01:51.57] With compounding thoughts of loss and no sense of hope
[01:55.15] Concentration weaponized
[01:58.09] An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
[02:01.04] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:04.27] But I can't seem to change
[02:07.16] Concentration weaponized
[02:10.05] An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
[02:13.04] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:16.35] But I can't seem to change
[02:19.14] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:21.60] But I can't seem to change the way that I still feel inside
[02:26.77]
[00:17.14] From this distance the figures are blurred on the ground
[00:20.51] A sense of shame that I can't quantify
[00:23.01] I broke every promise, I told every lie
[00:25.58] I know something is fucked up inside of my mind
[00:28.70] And I'm not sure I can do better next time
[00:31.66] It's alright, it's okay, you don't have to wait
[00:36.15] So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
[00:42.06] But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
[00:47.45] So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
[00:57.09] Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
[00:59.92]
[01:08.23] It's days like these that I am a shade that I wish that I weren't
[01:12.73] Ruminating over things until they hurt
[01:15.33] My mother's praying to Theresa for sure
[01:17.88] But I'm not sure that there is a cure
[01:20.24] So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
[01:25.91] But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
[01:31.33] So I pretend it's not inherent and doesn't define me
[01:40.84] Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed
[01:43.56]
[01:49.09] Even breathing can feel defeating
[01:51.57] With compounding thoughts of loss and no sense of hope
[01:55.15] Concentration weaponized
[01:58.09] An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
[02:01.04] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:04.27] But I can't seem to change
[02:07.16] Concentration weaponized
[02:10.05] An endless loop of things I can't seem to describe
[02:13.04] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:16.35] But I can't seem to change
[02:19.14] I flipped the tape, I cut the line
[02:21.60] But I can't seem to change the way that I still feel inside
[02:26.77]