French Exit

One breath, and I push the door in
I can see my friends, they're at the far end
I don't know what I'll say when I get to them
Think they know it'll just be more pretend

And I'm in someone's house, I don't know whose
Is this the kinda thing I should be used to?
I don't belong here, so why did I come?
A crowded room and I still feel alone

And this whole city's flashy, small talk, bragging rights
Blinding lights and countless ways to sleepless nights
But hey, how's it's going? What's new? How are you?
No one really cares, especially not you

So I'll French exit and they won't notice
It's dumb trying to keep up with appearances
And I'll run home to the place I know
'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone

Put a check mark next to soulmate
Honestly I used to think that kinda thing was fake
But I'm cuffed up now and this is real, real love
If I'm dreaming, don't wake me up

And as I lay there late at night
I kinda wonder, what the hell did I do right?
'Cause you, everything about you is totally worth it
And you're the closest thing there's ever been to perfect

And they say relationships are hard, and love is difficult
Either that's a load of bull or maybe we're not typical
'Cause I'm not afraid and I'm not confused
And it's so obvious the way that I feel about you

So I'll French exit and I don't care if they notice
I'm done trying to keep up with appearances
And I'll run home to the place I know
'Cause you're the only one that doesn't make me feel alone