Let Go

I wrote it down when I was 14,
not to slouch
just to seem like I was
shorter than the boys
And I started carving out the weak parts
til I was a woman I became by choice

And now I'm looking at you
picking out a record
trying to find one you think I'd like
And it don't come naturally
but you're giving me a reason to try

I'm learning to let go
I'm learning to let go
Despite my disposition I've made my decision
I'm learning to let go

Something 'bout the way she waxes nostalgic
makes me think I might-should
check her glass
It's a fine line between watered down vodka
And vodka in a water glass

And each time I go back home
the fear takes ahold
One day I too could lose control
It ain't just the drinkin'
it's a toxic way of thinkin'
and I'm terrified,
I'm vulnerable, but

I'm learning to let go
I'm learning to let go
Despite my disposition I've made my decision
I'm learning to let go

I'm learning to let go
I'm learning to let go
Despite my disposition I've made my decision
I'm learning to let go

I'm learning to let go
Despite my disposition I've made my decision
I'm learning to let go