Devourer

Everything could be so perfect without this fear of
Fear of loss
Fear of loss

I feel like a wreck
My feet feel as if they stop carrying me at any moment
The circle becomes smaller and smaller
Until there is no more firm stand

This eternal feeling
It overwhelms me
Distorting my sight and being
Numbing my perception
Until I will never feel again

In silence I suffer
Process what's suppressed is always rougher
Emotions I hide
Have created an ocean in mine
Filled with overwhelming power
In silence I suffer
Process what's suppressed is always rougher
Emotions I hide
Have created an ocean in mine
Filled with overwhelming
Power

Am I just not meant to find peace
Under this weight I go on my knees
My head can't stop spinning
In my mind a constant ringing
Negative thoughts are always winning
Please don't let this only be the beginning

Where once lived an encouraging power
Now appears to be a tiring devourer
He sits on my chest
I can not breath
All my energy channeled to break free
From this fucking devourer

Fuck

In silence I suffer
Suffocate with me

In silence I suffer
Process what's suppressed is always rougher
Emotions I hide
Have created an ocean in mine
Filled with overwhelming power
In silence I suffer
Process what's suppressed is always rougher
Emotions I hide
Have created an ocean in mine
Filled with overwhelming power