Because I Do (from Under The Big Black Sun)

i am a black and white ghost in a black and invisible
dress oh what a mess i'm in what kind of fool am i i
am the married kind the kind that said i do forever
searching for someone new at night i get drunk and fly
around in the day i dream and lay around i drink and
smoke your brand and drink i am drunk over you i am
the married kind the kind that said i do forever
searching for someone new i am the ghost of all my
dreams to me it's all pretend i pretend i'm alive or
just not dead i will die for you i am the married kind
the kind that said i do forever searching for someone
new my nights are numbered they don't count for
nothing i'm not a fool, i'm just a bride and i'm just
no good inside i am the married kind the kind that
said i do forever searching for someone new