Confession Song Explicit

I must confess
I've tried my best
Temptation's curse is cruel
I promise I've tried
To hide from my mind
But I always seem to lose

One cold wet night
A shattered light
Shot out straight from the moon
It led me to a hopeless truth
I could've only found alone

It showed me times
When I was cold
Desire's lonely fool
Love to fuck, but then think
I want to hang off a brink
My heart alone and disowned

It revealed just when
I had no reason
No credentials to loan
So I used to find
Wicked comfort in lying
To people I love the most

But now they're gone
They've left me drawn
I laugh and bleed alone
My hands are splintered
Through their palms
No, I can't reach for hope

The light still shone
So bright upon
My wretched reflection
My soul
A starved, ugly mule
Collapsing under the weight of

A thousand angel sins
Millions of children's cold, dark dreams
Bad luck and destiny, drown me
In my sea of selfish schemes

I used to see myself so clear
In strangers lustful minds
Clearer than I've ever seen
Looking through my own dreary eyes

From pretty boys
Who filled short joys
My mother, my dog, my home
They don't know just what I've done
Or the depths of the debt I owe

That no honesty, could ever repay
Through sacrifice alone
So I'll condemn the Earth to die screaming
My name, from Babylon

So I'll condemn the Earth to die screaming
My name, from Babylon

Oh blood-red Babylon
Burning Babylon
Blood-red Babylon

My name is Babylon