One Way to Escape

Singled out. Why me? Why anyone at all?
Resistance worked at first but became too hard to control.
Too much--the intentional affliction I suffered every day.
Last stand--my finger's on the trigger to evade this vexing pain.

I think I'd rather be nothing than something.
I just can't take it one more day.
All that you've done to destroy me.
Searching for a way out, but finding only one way to escape.

[They need to pay for what they did to me,
and my soul will not rest until they do.]

I won't strike back. I'll just keep it all bottled deep inside,
Run away like a coward, crawl into a hole and just pray that I die.
I won't strike back, even though I'd like to break your fucking face,
Give you what I think you deserve for
pushing me to this point in this place.

I think I'd rather be nothing than something.
I just can't take it one more day.
All that you've done to destroy me.
Searching for a way out, but finding only one way to escape.

No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try,
I can't get the solitude I seek so I'm choosing death over life.
No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try,
I can't get the solitude I seek so I'm choosing death over life.

I think I'd rather be nothing than something.
I just can't take it one more day.
All that you've done to destroy me.
Searching for a way out, but finding only one way to escape.

[They need to pay for what they did to me,
and my soul will not rest until they do.]