BAD DREAM

[00:08.53] I try to keep my face up
[00:10.67] But old friends wanna say stuff
[00:12.89] Ironic how I stay up
[00:14.91] Cause I don't wanna wake up
[00:17.34] I feel my brain start to melt
[00:18.90] I see I'm losing myself
[00:21.37] I complain bout mental health
[00:23.26] (But I don't seek any help)
[00:25.38] And it's hard for me to focus
[00:27.27] And I don't know why I wrote this
[00:29.73] To be honest, everything I write is
[00:31.30] every other thing that should be spoken
[00:33.63] They ain't aware that I feel like this
[00:36.01] They ain't aware that I'm tryna to fight this
[00:37.92] I don't talk cause I'm going through a crisis
[00:40.03] (Think I know the reason why I wanna write this)
[00:41.04] I don't think I'm happy
[00:43.24] Waking up's a bad dream
[00:45.22] Crowded by the bad things
[00:47.17] Crowded by the-
[00:48.39] Aye
[00:49.96] And I don't know what's happening
[00:50.89] Seeing all of them laughing
[00:53.17] Feel some type of stabbing
[00:55.65] I don't know what-
[00:56.99] Aye
[00:57.25] and I don't know what is happening
[00:58.82] You don't understand
[00:59.92] Wanna close curtains
[01:00.79] People talk about me like they want me hurting
[01:03.28] Everybody try to paint me as an awful person
[01:04.95] Trying to not give a fuck cause nobody's perfect
[01:06.97] And I know who I am
[01:07.86] You don't gotta detest me
[01:09.15] Try to love other people but they don't seem friendly
[01:11.10] And the whole world loved me, now they turning against me
[01:13.36] Homies that I thought I had started to be an enemy
[01:15.71] Damn
[01:16.57] So that's how it is?
[01:17.83] Fighting around people about things I never did
[01:19.48] Still making mistakes even tho i aint a kid
[01:21.52] I just wanna make music for the fun and get lit
[01:24.05] Oh shit
[01:24.43] Oh shit
[01:25.02] Here we go again
[01:26.27] Here's another person tryna play pretend
[01:27.96] It's another person telling me that I'm their friend
[01:29.76] But I know they gonna fuck me over when we're at the end aye
[01:32.62] And it's hard for me to focus
[01:34.58] And I don't know why I wrote this
[01:36.92] To be honest, everything I write is
[01:38.69] every other thing that should be spoken
[01:41.14] They ain't aware that I feel like this
[01:43.23] They ain't aware that I'm tryna to fight this
[01:45.58] I don't talk cause I'm going through a crisis
[01:47.30] (Think I know the reason why I wanna write this
[01:48.51] I don't think I'm happy
[01:50.12] Waking up's a bad dream
[01:52.52] Crowded by the bad things
[01:54.63] Crowded by the-
[01:55.61] Aye
[01:56.49] And I don't know what's happening
[01:58.96] Seeing all of them laughing
[02:00.77] Feel some type of stabbing
[02:03.25] I don't know what-
[02:04.11] Aye
[02:04.78] And I don't know what is happening
[02:06.02] I don't think I'm happy
[02:07.43] Waking up's a bad dream
[02:09.34] Crowded by the bad things
[02:11.34] Crowded by the-
[02:12.51] Aye
[02:13.46] And I don't know what's happening
[02:15.59] Seeing all of them laughing
[02:17.74] Feel some type of stabbing
[02:19.67] I don't know what-
[02:21.16] Aye
[02:21.80] And I don't know what is happening
[02:25.22]