Hurry Up and Wait

I know too much, for my well being*
I rather be blind, to what I'm seeing???? it's a weapon that's been pointed at you????? so much to hold on to

Hurry up to wait
I know I can't escape???????????
That's way to big for me to tell

My head will explode if it gets???
Sometime life is no way to treat an animal
Thinking everyday that we're just a step away
To find another billion of?????

Hurry up to wait
I know I can't escape???????????
That's way to big for me to tell
Hurry up and wait
I know I can't escape
We're always living in the dark
Desperate just to make a spark
But we always end up where we start

A dream,???? expression demanding a change??? lead, I will follow
To say, the rhetorical voice of an idiot speaks
leaving hope??????

I woke today and I felt colder
With a???? head fixed to my shoulders
While we're??? sleeping, they have started a war
We'll never know just what we're fighting for

Hurry up to wait
I know I can't escape???????????
That's way to big for me to tell
Hurry up and wait
I know I can't escape
We're always living in the dark
Desperate just to make a spark
But we always end up where we start