Just For A While

[00:20.61] I said I'd do everything to find out how it feels like
[00:26.45] And I meant it
[00:29.20] At the moment I meant it
[00:33.08] I just
[00:34.37] I didn't want to lie
[00:36.08] I wanted to start screaming
[00:37.74] But I couldn't make a sound
[00:39.98] And I still meant it
[00:42.72] How rotten I feel inside
[00:47.55] Just pretend to feel sorry for me
[00:51.16] So I can come out
[00:52.71] And find out
[00:54.45] How useless you see me in your eyes
[00:58.15] While there's this liquid in mine
[01:00.63] Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?
[01:04.28] Is it bad that I wanna feel something?
[01:07.64] Joy, sorrow, just let me in
[01:11.69] I wouldn't mind from time to time
[01:18.92] Next time
[01:20.44] There will be no next time
[01:22.58] Or maybe
[01:23.75] That's how I think I wanna look like
[01:26.33] In front of you
[01:29.33] You remember when I said I didn't wanna lie?
[01:32.88] But before all this I didn't even wanna die
[01:36.45] Was it finally too much to handle?
[01:39.95] Cause I'm still alive
[01:42.57] So pretend you feel sorry for me
[01:46.02] Then I can come out
[01:47.71] And find out
[01:49.41] How useless you see me in your eyes
[01:53.04] While there's this liquid in mine
[01:55.96] Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?
[01:59.22] Is it bad that I wanna feel something?
[02:02.62] Joy, sorrow just let me in
[02:06.63] I wouldn't mind from time to time
[02:26.91] Was I forced to be mean?
[02:29.47] I suppose I can't get enough
[02:33.62] I just wanted to talk 'bout my future
[02:37.03] That's all
[02:40.34] Was I forced to be mean?
[02:42.98] I suppose I can't get enough
[02:47.05] I just wanted to talk 'bout my future
[02:52.59] Is it bad that I wanna feel fine?
[02:56.34] Is it bad that I wanna feel something?
[02:59.39] I've never had so many thoughts in my head
[03:03.37] This look at myself makes me sick
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