Losing My Mind

I just don't know how to be alright
I feel like I'm losing my mind
She asked "how are you doing" I said fine
I don't wanna talk so I just go offline

I just don't know how to be alright
I feel like I'm losing my mind
You can see the sadness in my eyes
When she said she loves me that's a lie

That's a lie
Girl, I know you lied
Lately feel like dying
I know I am not alright
She know what I like
Baby make me hate my life
Pour the dirty in the sprite

All the pain inside me
Cuts me deeper than a knife
Running from my demons
I can't fall asleep at night
Imma keep on running
Till they're outta fucking sight
Nothing left to lose
And I put that on my life

Nothing matters anyway
Life is just a cycle
I've been playing like a game
Searching for a purpose
Everyday is just the same
The only time I feel okay
When I can't feel my face

I just don't know how to be alright
I feel like I'm losing my mind
She asked "how are you doing" i said fine
I don't wanna talk so I just go offline

Shit I don't know how to be myself
I just don't feel good about myself
Everytime I fall I lost my innocence
If you wanna love me you should think again