I Can’t Take It

Is there anybody out there?
Is there anyone at all?
I'm not trying to be funny, just looking for somebody who will pick up my call
And if I write you a letter
Or if I send up a sign
Does it make it any better if I still don't remember, am I losing my mind?

Sometimes I feel like I just want to let go and I really don't care
'Cause I'm screaming underwater and I'm stuck in a nightmare

Oh my God I cannot see what's always been in front of me
And my mind won't let me be I'm breaking with anxiety
And I feel it coming back
I, I can't take it, I can't take it

I wake up every morning
Shit is always the same
I just stare in the mirror, wish that I could disappear and change my name
I need to find an exit
I need a solid alibi
I need something so heavy, I'm a little unsteady and nothing feels right

I'm just stuck in a cycle of the thoughts in my brain
The second I start to feel better, the more I think I'm really going insane

Oh my God I cannot see what's always been in front of me
And my mind won't let me be I'm breaking with anxiety
And I feel it coming back
I, I can't take it, I can't take it

Oh my God I cannot see
What's always been I front of me

Oh my God I cannot see what's always been in front of me
And my mind won't let me be I'm breaking with anxiety
And I feel it coming back
I, I can't take it, I can't take it