Scars on My Heart

[00:24.62] I'm sick of loving
[00:25.82] Every time it's just a misconception
[00:27.74] I find a girl
[00:28.76] And she lead me into a new dimension
[00:31.07] Thinking 'bout the future
[00:32.59] Counting out all of our blessings
[00:33.98] And then I find out it's all fake
[00:35.82] And she leaves me guessing
[00:37.32] I guess I learned my lesson
[00:38.48] I guess we're better ended
[00:39.98] I wish I never gave my heart out
[00:41.70] Dummy should've kept it
[00:43.30] Just like a piece of paper
[00:44.56] She ripped my heart in half
[00:46.13] I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
[00:49.16] But it's fine
[00:50.32] Soon I'll just get used to it
[00:52.25] To keep my mind off of love
[00:53.95] I'll just do stupid shit
[00:55.48] I fell asleep
[00:56.27] Questioning is anyone for me
[00:58.26] Laying on my back using
[00:59.87] Music as a remedy
[01:01.36] Listening and writing
[01:02.72] All these sad songs
[01:03.81] Happy for a bit
[01:05.65] But doesn't last long
[01:07.44] I'm Trynna find the joy
[01:08.88] In all this chaos
[01:10.15] Keep on praying
[01:11.19] For my future hope it pays off
[01:13.73] Broke my heart
[01:16.78] You tore it in two
[01:20.33] You tore it in two
[01:23.07]
[01:25.98] So why am I
[01:28.65] Still thinking of you?
[01:33.73] Why am I still thinking of you?
[01:36.57] Why?
[01:38.17] Lately it's fuck emotions
[01:39.85] Grab the dope and then I roll it
[01:41.36] I've been tripping off the potent
[01:42.86] Honestly I'm omnipotent
[01:44.55] Used to think about r memories
[01:45.86] I cleared em like my history
[01:47.62] Wrote this in a grave
[01:48.89] To set the scene
[01:49.53] 'Cause love is dead to me
[01:50.65] Our love was one sided
[01:51.84] I know u ain't felt the same
[01:53.88] I bet u relish the fact
[01:55.33] That I fucking felt this pain
[01:56.92] You gave me comfort
[01:58.34] You were like my shelter from the rain
[01:59.90] Gripping the razor blade I swear I'd never love again
[02:03.18] I'll keep that promise
[02:04.37] Trust me I won't break it
[02:05.92] I'll rip my heart out of my chest
[02:07.53] And chain it in the basement
[02:09.02] Knocking bottles til I'm wasted
[02:10.72] Clear to see I'm changing
[02:12.09] Rather stick to blazing
[02:13.41] Then the dreams that I've been chasing
[02:15.24] Broke my heart
[02:18.47] You tore it in two
[02:23.13]
[02:27.45] So why am I
[02:30.62] Still thinking of you?
[02:34.72] I don't even know why
[02:39.68] I know hearts don't physically break
[02:41.90] But my chest hurts
[02:43.00] I can still smell her perfume
[02:45.13] On my sweatshirt
[02:46.16] They say that time can heal
[02:48.06] Soon I'll feel better
[02:48.89] But all that can heal
[02:50.42] This is if I never met her
[02:52.18] Story never ends
[02:53.68] If the story never starts
[02:55.36] Take these sad feelings
[02:56.53] Trynna turn them into art
[02:58.23] Paintbrush light stroke
[02:59.84] Out all of my feelings
[03:01.47] Spitting shit typing quick
[03:03.45] Keep writting lyr-cs
[03:04.69] Take the wheel I can't see
[03:06.58] But keep steering
[03:07.63] Moving on kicking out
[03:09.36] My past demons
[03:11.10] And I'm not walking I'll be running
[03:12.87] From this torture
[03:14.08] I see the light
[03:15.21] Do my best to move forwards
[03:17.37] Broke my heart
[03:19.90] You tore it in two
[03:24.49]
[03:28.85] So why am I
[03:32.04] Still thinking of you?
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