Death Submerged in Life

Deep within the self
Buried beneath reason
Lies a dark, twisted desire
Whispering agonizing truth
Screaming at the futility of it all
Begging me to end it
Begging me to take the plunge

And so I tread the water
Hoping never to return
Let me be frozen and still
To be dead whilst submerged in life

All my life ive been searching
For any answer at all
But all I ever seem to find
Is mindless contradiction
With only this I could live on
Create my own meaning and purpose
But the sea has been calling for so long
Begging me to give her everything

And so I tread the water
Hoping never to return
Let me be frozen and still
To be dead whilst submerged in life
And so I tread the water
Hoping never to return
Let me be frozen and still
To be dead whilst submerged in life

The irony of fate
To be felled by
To be drowned in
The essence of all that can live

Water, fills my lungs
Relief, fills my heart
Water, fills my lungs
Relief, fills my heart

Forever
And ever
And ever
And ever
And ever