i deserve better

[00:22.61] Ah, ah, I wanted love, you wanted fantasy
[00:27.18] I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me
[00:30.77] You wanna fuck around
[00:33.59] I think I get it now
[00:35.31] You wanna ride that guy over clout
[00:37.51] Go head
[00:38.53] Text me I'm the problem with his hands around your neck
[00:41.59] Text me I'm dramatic while you open up your legs
[00:44.26] For a guy who doesn't care about you
[00:46.12] He just wanted sex
[00:47.23] You're in love with the feeling of feeling used
[00:50.65] Tell me you hate me, like bet, that's cool
[00:53.70] You don't want the drama
[00:54.81] You would rather have abuse
[00:56.34] You're the reason that I hate myself
[00:57.91] For trippin' over you
[00:59.34] I fell for a girl too fast and that's facts
[01:02.02] I got problems with attachment
[01:03.67] I'm losing my fucking grasp
[01:05.21] Gettin' harder to trust people
[01:06.93] It all feels like an act
[01:08.03] I was starving for a light, and now I'm blinded
[01:10.03] What is that?
[01:11.21] I can't trust a soul
[01:17.45] I can't feel at all
[01:23.48] I can't feel your heartbeat
[01:29.30] Please don't say you love me
[01:35.88] I wanted love, you wanted fantasy
[01:39.08] I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me
[01:41.95] You wanna fuck around
[01:44.94] I think I get it now
[01:47.09] I cried every night now I sob
[01:49.74] I got problems with lovin, then movin on
[01:52.71] I got problems with stayin all by my lonely like
[01:56.09] Nathan, I miss you, like come and hold me tight
[01:59.15] I can't help that I can't help you
[02:02.02] You want him now, he might break you
[02:04.82] He might relapse, he might reuse
[02:08.24] He might love you
[02:09.28] He can't change you
[02:10.94] I can't help that I might love you
[02:14.18] You're real nice, but I can't trust you
[02:16.94] You won't date me, I can't make you
[02:20.15] Walls too strong, no way I'll break through
[02:23.09]