Bother

[00:11.01] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.06] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.08] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.06] Masochists to which I cater
[00:32.05] You don't need to bother
[00:37.03] I don't need to be
[00:43.04] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:48.00] But once I hold on
[00:52.08] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.04] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.09] If indeed I cared at all
[01:15.03] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.08] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:26.01] I wish I had a reason
[01:29.06] My flaws are open season
[01:31.05] For this, I gave up trying
[01:34.06] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.02] You don't need to bother
[01:41.05] I don't need to be
[01:46.03] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.02] But once I hold on
[01:54.04] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:30.00] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:35.00] A zombie hides my face
[02:39.01] Shell forgotten with its memories
[02:45.02] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:51.03] And you don't need to bother
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[02:57.09] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:05.08] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:07.07] But once I hold on
[03:09.05] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.00] You don't need to bother
[03:16.03] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:23.04] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.06] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:33.09] I'll never live down my deceit
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