Denial

I wake up in another strange room
Stretched out on a broken ironing board
Stinks of piss and old cigars
And the window's made from bars
And I'm cryin for the lord (Jesus!)
But what the hell is this I'm wearing?
I've never even been to disneyland
Shaved eyebrows and missing tooth
Some vomit in my shoe
And a tattoo on my hand
Well no no no no no
Not anymore
If and when I don't recall
Well then it never really happened at all
And no no no no no
I disagree
That must have just been some freak
Who looks a little bit like me
With a taste for whiskey
It seems ridiculous to suffer
So out into the night I go once more
Thai buckets with ladyboys
Getting totally destroyed
And selling my passport
I know exactly what I'm doing
I have the best ideas at 4am
I've got pills and I've got wine
I've got a motorbike to ride
On down to oblivion