What's For Real

In the half-light i can feel you staring at him
Fascinated by the windowsill
In the half-light I can feel you
But i can't go
I know i never will

But i know how i feel

This is my life ever after
I am waiting unrequited unadoring
Ever after i am waiting by the doorway
Dissipating
I fall to the floor

But i know how i feel and i know what's for real

Walking with you i could let go with my eyes closed but dilated
I can hear you
Can you hear me as i beg you to take me with you
Somewhere better
Please don't leave me here

'Cause i know how i feel and i know what's for real
'Cause i know how i feel and i know what's for real