Scatter The Fragments

I'm disassociating again
As still as stone, staring at the graveyard
Opposite this house, no longer my home
Where we were to be laid to rest
Together as one

But I want to disappear like I never existed
Erase my mind, scatter the fragments
And throw them off into the distance

Be one with the wind
And in an instance
I'll have been finished

I feel as though I'd like to fade away
I don't think I could handle another day