Suffer in Silence

Someone told me once that I need thicker skin
Now all I have are scars
Someone else suggested I should look within
If I want any answers
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
Someone tried to tell me I was powerless
And they thought they were right
Better not to bet against me, no matter what you heard
I'll never throw a fight
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore (shut up, shut up, shut up)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes (suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I think I'm about to go over the edge
And I don't know how to fly
I don't wanna talk about my feelings anymore (suffer in silence)
I have a unique disease and you don't have the cure
I can see through the illusion if I close my eyes (suffer in silence)
I tried living honestly and all I got were lies, lies, lies, lies
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence
I'll suffer in silence
My alternative to violence