Bother

[00:10.84] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.18] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.55] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:27.09] Masochists to which I cater
[00:32.22] You don't need to bother
[00:37.58] I don't need to be
[00:42.93] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:47.98] But once I hold on
[00:50.95] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.53] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.57] If indeed I cared at all
[01:15.07] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.35] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:25.96] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.76] My flaws are open season
[01:31.35] For this, I gave up trying
[01:33.56] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.42] You don't need to bother
[01:41.49] I don't need to be
[01:46.83] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.05] But once I hold on
[01:54.74] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:29.98] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:35.03] A zombie hides my face
[02:40.42] Shell forgotten with its memories
[02:45.74] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:50.70] And you don't need to bother
[02:56.48] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:01.77] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:06.82] But once I hold on
[03:09.53] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.52] You don't need to bother
[03:17.61] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:23.19] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.21] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:33.93] I'll never live down my deceit
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