merry christmas you stupid bitch

I'm just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
I can't sit and cry it's all just wasted time
I could spend it working hard but I just can't write
The way I treated you was really fucking wrong this time

And when you told me it's forever I was nodding out
But the way you're always watching it's not hard to doubt
I would spot you at a show even if I was 10 meters down
I don't think I'd say a word cuz it would just make you frown
(cuz it would just make you frown)

Staring at the corner of my room (of my room)
The lamp's not real but still feels real to you
(still feels real to you)
Just break me down until I split in two
(Just break me down until I spilt in two)
It's all for you
It's all for you

Staring at the corner of my room (of my room)
The lamp's not real but still feels real to you
(still feels real to you)
Just break me down until I split in two
(Just break me down until I spilt in two)
It's all for you
It's all for you