Nostalgia

Daddy went to law school and
Could've been an architect
Now he's turned 60 and
Wonders where the big dream went

Tucker never said a lot
Two eyes down, a little luck
Took it to the Ivy's and
Never really knew for what

And I
I bite my tongue ten times a day
Half swear to god, I might just pray
And I got a lot to lose
So I might as well lose it anyway

And I
I manifested you would leave
So the day you did, I had you beat
Three steps ahead of everything
Lately, I wake up feelin' like

"Oh," where's does the time go?
You never really know
'Til you're standing in the bathroom mirror
Like, "No," shit, we got so close
Hit me fast and slow
Funny thing about nostalgia

Didn't show up 'til I lost ya, ooh
Didn't show up 'til I lost ya, ooh

My ma wasn't raised right, oh, no
All she ever knew was guilt
Little did she know that's all her
Kids would ever grow to feel

And every choice leads back to the trade
Every time that I drink, any heart that I break
It's a truckload of regret and stupid mistakes
And, man, lately I wake up feelin' like

"Oh," where's does the time go?
You never really know
'Til you're standing in the bathroom mirror
Like, "No," shit, we got so close
Hit me fast and slow
Funny thing about nostalgia

Didn't show up 'til I lost ya, ooh (when I lost ya)
Didn't show up 'til I lost ya, ooh (when I lost ya, no)
Didn't show up 'til I lost ya (ooh)
It didn't show up 'til I lost ya, ooh

And now
I bite my tongue ten times a day
Half swear to god, I might just pray
And I got a lot to lose
So I might as well lose it anyway

And I
I manifested you would leave
So the day you did, I had you beat
Three steps ahead of everything