This is Me Trying (The Long Pond Studio Sessions)

[00:46.83] I've been having a hard time adjusting
[00:50.26] I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
[00:54.06] I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
[00:57.41] I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:00.89] Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
[01:04.83] Could've followed my fears all the way down
[01:08.02] And maybe I don't quite know what to say
[01:11.17] But I'm here in your doorway
[01:13.43] I just wanted you to know
[01:16.63] That this is me trying
[01:20.34] I just wanted you to know
[01:23.63] That this is me trying
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[01:43.39] They told me all of my cages were mental
[01:47.19] So I got wasted like all my potential
[01:50.49] And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
[01:54.06] I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:57.46] I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
[02:01.43] Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here
[02:04.84] Pouring out my heart to a stranger
[02:07.44] But I didn't pour the whiskey
[02:09.72] I just wanted you to know
[02:13.18] That this is me trying
[02:17.18] I just wanted you to know
[02:20.10] That this is me trying
[02:24.44] At least I'm trying
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[02:39.41] And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
[02:43.77] It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
[02:47.46] You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
[02:51.37] And I just wanted you to know
[02:55.27] That this is me trying
[02:59.03] I just wanted you to know
[03:02.40] That this is me trying
[03:07.03] At least I'm trying
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