Blind

To the bullshit i went blind
I just need a moment to myself sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes

I fear decline
I got a fear of not living up to what could and should be mine
Scared of being fifty, looking back asking myself why didn't i?
But to be real my life expectancy just ain't that high
So if i fall before my time i just want my guys to know i tried
And i was kind
And that i showed love and never did nothing out of spite
Even though man took the fucking piss
Still i never picked a fight
Cause even though more time that feeling in my gut proves
Me right
I pushed it to the side
Out of mind, out of sight
By myself, every night
Kept it pushing, live my life
Wrong or right, only i decide
If it's worth thinking bout it twice
Cause i keep my eyes to the sky
And what's beyond on my mind
The future so bright
That to the bullshit i went blind