Torn Apart

I know pain
And i know life
It's not a game
I've got to survive
A lifeless form
I lay upon my bed
The body sleeps
I'm awake in the head
My mind screams out for what i have lost
The 2 most important things in life can't be bought
I know pain
And i know life
It's not a game
I've got to survive
I lay awake at night
I'm staring at that ceiling
Wondering what's gonna go wrong next
I don't like feeling sad and i don't like feeling down
I love them both but which do i defend?
I know pain
And i know life
It's not a game
I've got to survive