Blackhole Scenery

Lights out, it falls
Out of a puddle of blood
I rise, weak and out of reach
I'm ashamed, dead, I wish you were dead.
I'm just a child.
And I'm crying (like one)
No you won't deny this.
Motherfucker

Like an angel left to die
(I was left there with this?)
No more words I gave up the fight
(No way I'll give up this time)

From birth I was deceived.
Mocked 'till love seemed like shit.
And beauty was just a word.
I'm better than you I always was
Light's on, i'm scared
It's sinful and repulsive.
Why would anyone want to hurt
(unrevealed secrets
comes crawling
you'll feel it boy)
Me.?

Like an angel left to die
No more words I gave up the fight

It's so fucked
I'm surreal
It's so fucked
I'm surreal