Misleading the Story (Paused)

[00:15.47] He said words knowing full well are suspect
[00:20.66] Felt the burn in his lower intestine
[00:25.87] I say get past the moment, let it subside
[00:36.16] I don't know how I did, but I got here
[00:41.12] Candle lit in my mind's eye, but not clear
[00:46.31] I know, I know
[00:47.65] I know the truth is in between
[00:51.54] I don't want to feel it so I won't
[00:56.68] Even when I lose it I'll implode
[01:01.85] Every lie is cyanide
[01:04.49] A dose to keep the secret
[01:06.93] I don't want to feel it so I don't
[01:14.68] Sad song, I defect to write it
[01:19.83] Dried tears, do your best to hide it
[01:24.88] And I can't handle your face in this moment
[01:29.55] Quick, find the exit
[01:32.13] Quick, find the exit
[01:35.17] Ah-ah-ah-ah
[01:39.87] Ah-ah-ah-ah
[01:45.45] I don't want to feel it so I won't
[01:50.76] Even when I lose it I'll implode
[01:55.86] Every lie is cyanide
[01:58.45] A dose to keep the secret
[02:00.96] I don't wanna feel it so I don't
[02:06.77]
[02:15.52] I don't care
[02:18.09] I don't care because
[02:21.93] They like me better when
[02:24.55] I did what they wanted
[02:28.84] I don't care
[02:31.48] I don't care because
[02:35.64] I like me better when
[02:38.22] I am cold and reckless
[02:42.64] Upset and inciting an inner war
[02:45.90] Upset and misleading the story
[02:49.38] Upset and inciting an inner war
[02:52.87] Upset and misleading
[02:56.22] I don't want to feel it so I won't
[03:01.43] Even when we lose it I'll implode
[03:06.02] Every lie is cyanide
[03:09.01] A dose to keep the secret
[03:11.69] I don't wanna feel it so I don't
[03:16.21] So I don't
[03:18.83] Quick, find the exit!
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