Four Letter Word

i wrote a four word letter
though i'd lived i hadn't been alive
you held my hem but i traveled blind
thought i'd sold my soul for something better
the rain came down, it wet my eyes
i didn't mind
it's not me that you've missed
you heard me when i cried
"you've seen you've loved a side of me that died"
i remember sunshine
and you were mine
it's still a little cloudy but there's no rain in sight
you were mine