i just wanted to be yours

Swear that I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
But when I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

They love me more than I fuck with myself, its insane
I know they're mortified, I wanna blow my brains
Treat me like Coraline, take out my eyes and I'll stay
I'm feeling more alive

I swear to god that I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
When I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

No, I can't sleep at all
I dream of you when I wake
I let you keep it all

You planted it in my brain
I scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
So if you see me, call
But I won't answer
I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
No, I can't keep standing when I'm bleeding in the kitchen

One more day is all I need
Just to make me through the week
It's the same, it all repeats
Say a prayer before I leave
She told me to tell her, I can't find out where to start
Say you love me up and down but you don't treat me like you are

Said her favorite song of mine is probably "galore"
'Cause when the metal's on my wrist, it doesn't leave it sore
You said I was the only one, I've heard of that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours

That's the thing I hate
I can't break away
'Cause, damn it, I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
But when I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish they would listen

When they see me on that stage
I pray they understand the vision
I'ma paint my bedroom red so they can't see how i've been living
Love the rosaries, I count the beads then I proceed with sinning

I know your home is just a house to me so, baby
What's the difference?
I'll try to communicate at the best of my ability
I was way too late, now you're hiding what you feel of me
So I'll play your games, pass the time, you're slowly killing me
So I lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

I'm a hothead, I used to be normal and I miss it
Wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
When I drop, they love it
See the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
But they don't read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

One more day is all I need
Just to make me through the week
It's the same, it all repeats
Say a prayer before I leave
Said her favorite song of mine is probably "galore"
'Cause when the metal's on my wrist it doesn't le-

No, I can't sleep at all
I dream of you when I wake
I let you keep it all
You planted it in my brain

You said I was the only one, I've heard that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours
You said I was the only one, I've heard that one before
You don't gotta love me, I just wanted to be yours