Losing Touch

N constant fear of losing touch
Try to drown these thoughts of giving up
It calls my name
But still I hear
You're not good enough

It calls my name
You're not enough

Undeterred by stagnant oceans
Every stride makes bigger waves
I'll keep my head above the waters
Even when the sirens sing
You're not good enough
You'll never be enough

I've given all I've got
But still it's not enough
In constant fear of losing touch
Try to drown these thoughts of giving up
It calls my name but still i hear
You're not good enough

Failure failure failure
Push my limits to test
Wanderer wanderer wanderer
What trials will I face next?

Undeterred by stagnant oceans
Every stride makes bigger waves
I'll keep my head above the waters
Even when the sirens sing
You're not good enough
I'm not good enough
You'll never be enough
I'll never be enough

I won't surrender to the emptiness
Steadfast as the water fills my lungs
I won't surrender to the emptiness
Each tide makes bigger waves
But still I find my way

Overtaken by violent oceans
Each tide make bigger waves
Can't keep my ears above the water
Can't hear the sirens sing
Can't hear the sirens sing
Can you hear the silence?

When the flow of the waves crash over me, I begin to sink
Drowning in fear, gasping for air
But, I'll find my way

I will find my way