Clatter

Clatter
It is impossible to imagine a color you have not seen
I can't call my mother because she makes me panic
When I say I am crying what I really mean
Is that I want to cry but can't
Instead of dying, the jellyfish simply ceases to move
Glass moves like any other liquid, but slower
Sex is another way of communicating with your body
Like self-harm or sign language
I complete five crosswords a day because it stops the panic
Trucks are downshifting on Main Street
Most of what I do I do to stop the panic
I never cry at things outside of my head
Because they all seem so far away
Hair is partially composed of cyanide
Napalm is just gasoline and plastic
I am just carbon and bad timing
If I were someone else I think I would still be mentally ill
It is impossible to imagine a color
You haven't seen