Really?

[00:05.77] Three decades down
[00:07.12] Probably a few more left to go
[00:09.73] I always though it would be a little easier
[00:12.84] But I don't know
[00:13.93] Am I doing alright? Alright, alright, alright
[00:16.10] I think I'm doing okay
[00:18.40] Am I doing alright? Alright, alright, alright
[00:20.89] I'll figure it out one of these fucking days
[00:23.16] I think I'm doing okay
[00:26.84]
[00:38.36] I was told I could do anything
[00:42.53] So I set my sights high and spread my wings
[00:47.34] But I guess I can't fly any higher
[00:51.74] Douse my aspirations in gasoline
[00:54.32] And spark up my lighter
[01:02.67] You got to be kidding me
[01:04.88] Is this really all I'll ever be?
[01:06.90] Stumbling through this reality
[01:12.14] You got to be kidding me
[01:14.30] Is this really all I'll ever be?
[01:16.58] Stuck in something ordinary
[01:21.57] I just wanna say meaningful things
[01:25.77] But I don't know how to say meaningful things
[01:30.47] So I guess I'm not much of a writer
[01:34.93] Douse my pointless words in gasoline
[01:37.30] And spark up my lighter
[01:45.83] You got to be kidding me
[01:46.90] Is this really all I'll ever be?
[01:49.42] Stumbling through this reality
[01:54.33] You got to be kidding me
[01:56.54] Is this really all I'll ever be?
[01:58.84] Stuck in something ordinary
[02:03.21] I'm trying to spill my heart out
[02:05.56] But I'm making no sense at all
[02:07.78] I can't think through this fucking headache
[02:10.36] Holy shit, where's the Tylenol?
[02:12.69] I'm trying not to throw my back out
[02:14.77] When I stand up for myself
[02:17.15] Maybe I'll go back to bed
[02:19.68] 'Cause it's better for my health
[02:26.65]
[02:43.84] You got to be kidding me
[02:45.12] Is this really all I'll ever be?
[02:52.32] You got to be kidding me
[02:54.48] Is this really all I'll ever be?
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