Happy Ending
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โฑ๏ธ 4:43 duration
๐ ID: 18424388
๐ Lyrics
I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real
But I wouldn't be real if I didn't
I be sittin' by myself and I be thinkin', "Momma, what have I become?"
All I wanted was a family, but when I look up, you the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left and I don't even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run
On the road, doin' shows, get the woes, when it slows
Gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin' sold
I've been doin' this a minute but I think I wanna end it 'cause I'm on a higher level when I go
But the music I be doin', it be losin' 'em and make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family portrait, see my babies on a ranch with horses
But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
I was livin' really good then I torched it
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson, I'm speakin' for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry
But I guess I'm a failure with women I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die
Feel like that I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey
How much does it cost? I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after it clashes, If I get blasted
This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didn't, 'cause this one is written and there is no mending
When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croak I just hope that I won't be descending
But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech Ninna is never pretending
Alone in my bed, with a gun to my head, asking, "where is my happy ending?"
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
I put my life in this music, Ninna is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside 'bout
Will they keep feelin' Ninna forever? This I doubt
Can never cry for help, so if you listenin' this my (Shout!)
I'm searching for the passage way to happiness
But i'm worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fame's near, but the game's queer
Sometime I feel like I'm Rudolph the Reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows
Can you resurrect a mother fucker that feel like he posses a dead soul
Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
Because all the times the Ninna was shorted, what I bled froze
So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows
The tread slows, and don't even think you reviving a dead rose
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competent
I'm breakin' so I pick this one to vent
The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin' evilness
I'm drownin' in 151 and Rumple Minze
That's how I feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill
This life is about a check, about a number, about a bill
Think about all the love I lost because my quest is about a mill
I feel like you're stupid, don't talk to me I'm crackin' up
And I don't mean laughter, I'm full of bitterness and it's backing up
And I live with angels, but lately demons been shackin' up
Tug of war with my spirit, see the blood I'm hacking up?
I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder
'Cause you pay the price for my life and it's right like Bob Barker
And I won't pretend that it's okay I'm no facade starter
So I guess my only happy ending's in a massage parlor
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
But I wouldn't be real if I didn't
I be sittin' by myself and I be thinkin', "Momma, what have I become?"
All I wanted was a family, but when I look up, you the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left and I don't even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run
On the road, doin' shows, get the woes, when it slows
Gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin' sold
I've been doin' this a minute but I think I wanna end it 'cause I'm on a higher level when I go
But the music I be doin', it be losin' 'em and make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family portrait, see my babies on a ranch with horses
But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
I was livin' really good then I torched it
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson, I'm speakin' for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry
But I guess I'm a failure with women I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die
Feel like that I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey
How much does it cost? I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after it clashes, If I get blasted
This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didn't, 'cause this one is written and there is no mending
When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croak I just hope that I won't be descending
But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech Ninna is never pretending
Alone in my bed, with a gun to my head, asking, "where is my happy ending?"
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
I put my life in this music, Ninna is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside 'bout
Will they keep feelin' Ninna forever? This I doubt
Can never cry for help, so if you listenin' this my (Shout!)
I'm searching for the passage way to happiness
But i'm worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fame's near, but the game's queer
Sometime I feel like I'm Rudolph the Reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows
Can you resurrect a mother fucker that feel like he posses a dead soul
Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
Because all the times the Ninna was shorted, what I bled froze
So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows
The tread slows, and don't even think you reviving a dead rose
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competent
I'm breakin' so I pick this one to vent
The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin' evilness
I'm drownin' in 151 and Rumple Minze
That's how I feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill
This life is about a check, about a number, about a bill
Think about all the love I lost because my quest is about a mill
I feel like you're stupid, don't talk to me I'm crackin' up
And I don't mean laughter, I'm full of bitterness and it's backing up
And I live with angels, but lately demons been shackin' up
Tug of war with my spirit, see the blood I'm hacking up?
I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder
'Cause you pay the price for my life and it's right like Bob Barker
And I won't pretend that it's okay I'm no facade starter
So I guess my only happy ending's in a massage parlor
Yeah
Tell me how it ends
What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:04.81] I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real
[00:10.06] But I wouldn't be real if I didn't
[00:14.98] I be sittin' by myself and I be thinkin', "Momma, what have I become?"
[00:17.16] All I wanted was a family, but when I look up, you the only one
[00:21.05] Losing everything but money, everybody left and I don't even get to see my young
[00:24.43] Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run
[00:27.34] On the road, doin' shows, get the woes, when it slows
[00:30.50] Gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin' sold
[00:33.88] I've been doin' this a minute but I think I wanna end it 'cause I'm on a higher level when I go
[00:37.54] But the music I be doin', it be losin' 'em and make it really tough for me to grow
[00:40.49] All I wanted was a family portrait, see my babies on a ranch with horses
[00:43.63] But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
[00:45.38] I was livin' really good then I torched it
[00:47.11] I'm sorry Ms. Jackson, I'm speakin' for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry
[00:50.66] But I guess I'm a failure with women I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die
[00:53.65] Feel like that I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey
[00:56.96] How much does it cost? I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today
[01:00.32] I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after it clashes, If I get blasted
[01:03.85] This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
[01:07.13] But I guess that I didn't, 'cause this one is written and there is no mending
[01:10.42] When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croak I just hope that I won't be descending
[01:13.34] But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech Ninna is never pretending
[01:16.71] Alone in my bed, with a gun to my head, asking, "where is my happy ending?"
[01:20.90] Yeah
[01:21.71] Tell me how it ends
[01:23.72] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[01:30.33] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[01:36.09] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[01:39.48] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[01:42.67] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[01:46.05] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[01:52.80] I put my life in this music, Ninna is inside out
[01:56.13] I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside 'bout
[01:59.54] Will they keep feelin' Ninna forever? This I doubt
[02:02.66] Can never cry for help, so if you listenin' this my (Shout!)
[02:06.39] I'm searching for the passage way to happiness
[02:08.58] But i'm worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
[02:12.50] Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fame's near, but the game's queer
[02:16.79] Sometime I feel like I'm Rudolph the Reindeer
[02:19.06] But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
[02:22.34] And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows
[02:25.59] Can you resurrect a mother fucker that feel like he posses a dead soul
[02:29.00] Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold
[02:32.13] Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
[02:35.40] Because all the times the Ninna was shorted, what I bled froze
[02:38.76] So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows
[02:42.09] The tread slows, and don't even think you reviving a dead rose
[02:46.47] Yeah
[02:47.29] Tell me how it ends
[02:49.24] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[02:55.80] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[03:00.51] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[03:04.89] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[03:08.11] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[03:11.42] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[03:16.24]
[03:18.30] I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competent
[03:21.53] I'm breakin' so I pick this one to vent
[03:23.75] The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin' evilness
[03:27.70] I'm drownin' in 151 and Rumple Minze
[03:30.22] That's how I feel
[03:31.42] I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
[03:34.65] But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill
[03:37.92] This life is about a check, about a number, about a bill
[03:40.16] Think about all the love I lost because my quest is about a mill
[03:43.50] I feel like you're stupid, don't talk to me I'm crackin' up
[03:47.89] And I don't mean laughter, I'm full of bitterness and it's backing up
[03:50.15] And I live with angels, but lately demons been shackin' up
[03:54.38] Tug of war with my spirit, see the blood I'm hacking up?
[03:57.79] I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder
[04:00.95] 'Cause you pay the price for my life and it's right like Bob Barker
[04:04.24] And I won't pretend that it's okay I'm no facade starter
[04:07.54] So I guess my only happy ending's in a massage parlor
[04:11.94] Yeah
[04:12.64] Tell me how it ends
[04:14.78] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[04:21.34] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[04:27.02] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[04:30.37] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[04:33.62] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[04:36.93] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[04:39.75]
[00:10.06] But I wouldn't be real if I didn't
[00:14.98] I be sittin' by myself and I be thinkin', "Momma, what have I become?"
[00:17.16] All I wanted was a family, but when I look up, you the only one
[00:21.05] Losing everything but money, everybody left and I don't even get to see my young
[00:24.43] Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run
[00:27.34] On the road, doin' shows, get the woes, when it slows
[00:30.50] Gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin' sold
[00:33.88] I've been doin' this a minute but I think I wanna end it 'cause I'm on a higher level when I go
[00:37.54] But the music I be doin', it be losin' 'em and make it really tough for me to grow
[00:40.49] All I wanted was a family portrait, see my babies on a ranch with horses
[00:43.63] But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
[00:45.38] I was livin' really good then I torched it
[00:47.11] I'm sorry Ms. Jackson, I'm speakin' for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry
[00:50.66] But I guess I'm a failure with women I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die
[00:53.65] Feel like that I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey
[00:56.96] How much does it cost? I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today
[01:00.32] I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after it clashes, If I get blasted
[01:03.85] This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
[01:07.13] But I guess that I didn't, 'cause this one is written and there is no mending
[01:10.42] When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croak I just hope that I won't be descending
[01:13.34] But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech Ninna is never pretending
[01:16.71] Alone in my bed, with a gun to my head, asking, "where is my happy ending?"
[01:20.90] Yeah
[01:21.71] Tell me how it ends
[01:23.72] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[01:30.33] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[01:36.09] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[01:39.48] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[01:42.67] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[01:46.05] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[01:52.80] I put my life in this music, Ninna is inside out
[01:56.13] I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside 'bout
[01:59.54] Will they keep feelin' Ninna forever? This I doubt
[02:02.66] Can never cry for help, so if you listenin' this my (Shout!)
[02:06.39] I'm searching for the passage way to happiness
[02:08.58] But i'm worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
[02:12.50] Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fame's near, but the game's queer
[02:16.79] Sometime I feel like I'm Rudolph the Reindeer
[02:19.06] But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
[02:22.34] And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows
[02:25.59] Can you resurrect a mother fucker that feel like he posses a dead soul
[02:29.00] Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold
[02:32.13] Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
[02:35.40] Because all the times the Ninna was shorted, what I bled froze
[02:38.76] So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows
[02:42.09] The tread slows, and don't even think you reviving a dead rose
[02:46.47] Yeah
[02:47.29] Tell me how it ends
[02:49.24] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[02:55.80] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[03:00.51] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[03:04.89] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[03:08.11] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[03:11.42] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[03:16.24]
[03:18.30] I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competent
[03:21.53] I'm breakin' so I pick this one to vent
[03:23.75] The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin' evilness
[03:27.70] I'm drownin' in 151 and Rumple Minze
[03:30.22] That's how I feel
[03:31.42] I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
[03:34.65] But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill
[03:37.92] This life is about a check, about a number, about a bill
[03:40.16] Think about all the love I lost because my quest is about a mill
[03:43.50] I feel like you're stupid, don't talk to me I'm crackin' up
[03:47.89] And I don't mean laughter, I'm full of bitterness and it's backing up
[03:50.15] And I live with angels, but lately demons been shackin' up
[03:54.38] Tug of war with my spirit, see the blood I'm hacking up?
[03:57.79] I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder
[04:00.95] 'Cause you pay the price for my life and it's right like Bob Barker
[04:04.24] And I won't pretend that it's okay I'm no facade starter
[04:07.54] So I guess my only happy ending's in a massage parlor
[04:11.94] Yeah
[04:12.64] Tell me how it ends
[04:14.78] What about me? Where is my happy ending?
[04:21.34] What about me? Is this a life worth living?
[04:27.02] You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
[04:30.37] Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
[04:33.62] Will this stop before I stop breathing?
[04:36.93] Is there light in this dark I'm seein'?
[04:39.75]