Ride the Relapse

Misantrophic and miserable
I'd howl like Allen Ginsberg
If I could

I hate you
I hate myself
I am like a building
I am like a fucking tomb
I feel like an abortion
Strolling down the street
I feel like a zombie
Far away from my zombie friends

This is it
Do it right
They say
If this is it then it's not worth doing at all
Ride the relapse
Ride the fucking relapse
I say

Show me where
History is unfolding
I would have been there if I could