Invisible

Nothin' ever helps, if she can't see me, no one can
When she left, it hurt my chest and then it ripped my soul in half
I'm beyond depressed, I'm dead inside, that means I'm more than sad
I can't help but think of what we could've been, I'm on the past
Our connection wasn't common, that's what made it real love
I wish that we lasted longer, that girl was my favourite drug
They say breakups make you stronger
That ain't true, they fuckin' suck
What does this world have to offer, nothin' 'cause I'm fuckin' done
Happiness is out of reach, I just want to rest in peace
Agony, despair, and trauma, the cycle just repeats
Now there's somethin' missin' in me, listen I feel incomplete
We became so distant, we just visit in each other's dreams
Years end in moments and I can't lie, I'm still in shock
But when people want to leave, don't hang on, just let 'em walk
Then confront the pain and you can only pray one day it stops
Chances are it won't until you're sleepin' in a wooden box
Life's a game of learnin' lessons, broken since my adolescence
I can't count a single blessin', I don't have a single friendship
I'm invisible again, back to how it was before
When I was constantly ignored, fuck these feelings of remorse
Fuck these feelings I record, I've been cold since I was born
My reality's distorted, twisted in it's truest form
She was honest and supportive but our romance ran it's course
So now I'mma pull this trigger and then bleed out on the floor
Nothin' matters 'cause I'm a ghost anyway
Draggin' all this baggage with me, pullin' too much heavyweight
Suicidal thoughts take all the space that I have in my brain
All my poor decisions make me think that I should leave this place
Everythin' I am is wrong, no one can accept me
No one can relate to these sick emotions except me
Everyday that passes, I'm becomin' more empty
I know when I'm dead and gone, everyone will forget me