Without

Nice to see you too, I'm good and you?
It's been what, a thousand days now?

I ought to know what brought you in
But I know to not question it
Logic aside, suspended my disbelief just for the night

I want to live here

But I can only stay so long

For one fated moment
I am calm
And weightless
I recall a form of you
Above 90 pounds
Furrowed brow
A nod
And vulgar conversation

We had dreams of a life in a van

Now the only dreams I like
Are the ones where you're alive