twentyone

[00:00.51] Wait, sorry, can we just do that one more time?
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[00:08.32] Turned 21 and it feels the same as
[00:12.04] Hanging on to a makeshift game
[00:14.85] 'Cause everyone I know is somewhere down the road of
[00:21.92] Getting close to what they want
[00:24.75] While I'm still trying to catch my start
[00:27.99] 'Cause everywhere I go, I keep on hearing no's
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[00:40.13] I'm lost and in pain, but I'm smiling
[00:43.56] "Keep my head up" but it's harder now
[00:46.75] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[00:50.20] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
[00:53.22] Keep on pushing away all of my old friends
[00:56.67] Don't want them to know that I can't give up
[01:00.07] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[01:03.15] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
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[01:14.07] Hate that I can't write 'bout parties
[01:17.70] 'Cause I'm at home making up stories
[01:20.67] Dreaming on my own, or staring at my phone
[01:27.64] Friends say I should take a break
[01:30.50] But I haven't done shit today
[01:33.77] Just thinking 'bout what could've been
[01:39.45] I'm lost and in pain, but I'm smiling
[01:42.72] "Keep my head up" but it's harder now
[01:45.81] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[01:49.26] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
[01:52.31] Keep on pushing away all of my old friends
[01:55.77] Don't want them to know that I can't give up
[01:59.02] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[02:02.26] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
[02:06.78] I keep wasting all my time
[02:10.89] Thinking about my life
[02:14.28] I guess I wasn't right
[02:17.31] No matter how I fight
[02:20.74] Things don't turn out alright
[02:23.91] I wish I found the light
[02:27.22] When will it be alright
[02:31.98] I'm lost and in pain, but I'm smiling
[02:35.21] Keep my head up, but it's harder now
[02:38.66] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[02:41.76] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
[02:44.96] Keep on pushing away all of my old friends
[02:48.55] Don't want them to know that I can't give up
[02:51.69] Say I need time, I'm pretending
[02:55.02] 'Cause I don't know where I'm heading
[02:59.23] I keep wasting all my time
[03:03.43] Thinking about my life
[03:06.68] I guess I wasn't right
[03:10.04] No matter how I fight
[03:13.30] Things don't turn out alright
[03:16.52] I wish I found the light
[03:19.84] When will it be alright
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