Jaded [Explicit]

I'm sitting all alone
Thinking about when life got so dull
I don't know where to go
I've done it all, I've seen it all before

Every move I make
Things just stay the same
Oh God I wish this shit would change
I watch the days go by
I swear I'm losing my mind

Oh I'm so jaded
No matter what I do I'm fading, yeah
I just can't take it
Feeling high when I'm falling down
I'm falling down

But when I'm up too high
Nothing seems quite right
Cause I'm jaded
No matter what I do I'm falling down
I'm falling down (falling down)

Holding on for way too long
All the places I've been don't mean shit when I'm gone
Doing what I use to love
It's all empty to me oh
I've had way too much

All I know
I don't feel the way I used to
But it's all new to me
I'm breaking down
I try to take it all in
But it don't erase the pain within

Oh I'm so jaded
No matter what I do I'm fading, yeah
I just can't take it
Feeling high when I'm falling down
I'm falling down

But when I'm up too high
Nothing seems quite right
Cause I'm jaded
No matter what I do I'm falling down
I'm falling down (falling down)

I can't help myself
When I feel this way
I can see the edge
Do I jump?

I can't help myself
When I feel this way
I can see the edge
Do I jump? Do I jump?

Oh I'm so jaded
No matter what I do I'm fading, yeah
I just can't take it
Feeling high when I'm falling down
I'm falling down

But when I'm up too high
Nothing seems quite right
Cause I'm jaded
No matter what I do I'm falling down
I'm falling down (falling down)