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I've always been misunderstood
So why should I expect for things to change?
Throughout my life everyone's been questioning
What goes through my head
And why I won't snap out of it
What they never see is all the times it saved my life
I've said a thousand times that I know the reasons why
Why I take from all my time
Forever burned inside my mind
But for them it's so hard to see
I'm not looking back
What goes through my head
And why I won't snap out of it
But I chose my path
So i will forge my way
I've said a thousand times that I know the reasons why
Why I take from all my time
Forever burned inside my mind
I see no light at the end of the road
But now I have a place to go
For you it's hard to see
All the things I see and what I'll always be
For you it's hard to see
But I can't count on you
I'll just count on me