Death Effect (Feat. Brian Wille)

Working just to fake a living
I can't pretend, I can't pretend
Why the fuck am I existing?
Constant dread, constant dread

Painful visions, manifesting
Taking forms, they're out to get me
In this life, I see the ending
No remorse, just fucking test me

Unhinged and traumatized
Waiting to take my goddamn life
Trapped inside, I'm capsized
Solitary, self-defined

White walls caged my emotion
Atrocity in mystic auras

Help me explain
Why I obey

So now you know
The whole truth
I'll never be the only one to hold the gun
Help me explain
Why I obey
I'll never be the only one staring at the sun

Tell me why am I so susceptible
To being caught in the ebb and flow
And keeping my head held low
This pain has got to go
So my peace of mind can take the light alone
Endless ridicule
Was it noticeable how terrible
This life has become an illusion

Hold on 'till the bitter end
Until I can't even defend