lashing out!!!!!!

Seven
Eight
Woke up at three AM again
I don't think that I can stand the pressure
I've been putting onto my brain
Your body's changing
Organs moving
Mine is beaten up by my own genetic default

Won't you say hi to my old friend?
He's in my head and he's unhinged
He likes to follow everywhere
When he's not there I'm scared

I can't believe I'm turning into fucking one of them
Another silly angry little white boy
My parents sitting right upstairs
I try to shut them out but I can't help letting them in

I swear to god I'm in control
Just punched a hole into a wall
I swear to god it's not your fault
I hope you understand

I gotta get some feelings out of the way
Don't wanna throw myself into the bay
I gotta get some feelings out of the way
Don't wanna throw myself into the bay

I could get used to this
Only a few things I miss
Keep everything nice and neat
The living room is set
We've got a little space to blow off steam outside the city where we met

I really hate this side of me
This time I punched the TV screen
You're not supposed to see this side of me
I hope you know
If you don't like it you can leave
If you don't like it you can leave
If you don't like it you can leave
If you don't like it leave

I gotta get some feelings out of the way
Don't wanna throw myself into the bay
I gotta get some feelings out of the way
Don't wanna throw myself into the bay
Yeah