Gutterball

[00:29.46] There's somethin' that I tell myself
[00:33.45] When I can't seem to let go, I'm not fifteen
[00:38.71] Thank God that's not me
[00:43.57] But somewhere in between my cells
[00:47.62] There's somethin' pullin' me down
[00:53.19] Pullin' me down, baby
[00:57.23] I'm past my growin' pains
[01:03.02] But I feel them all the same
[01:10.57] I think I put a little too much pressure on myself
[01:18.09] I'm in the gutter
[01:18.70] I hope when I'm older, I could turn into someone else
[01:24.71] The worlds I held when I was young
[01:28.22] They're still sittin' heavy on my tongue
[01:34.82] I'm healin'
[01:38.79]
[01:52.70] Walkin' through thе park behind the hockey rink
[01:56.69] Steepеd in cigarettes and energy drinks
[02:00.16] Try to rewrite a beginnin'
[02:03.66] Where I'm able to shake my upbringin'
[02:07.24] But this mornin', I shaved my legs
[02:09.81] And I cut my thumb on the razor blade
[02:14.67] Brought me right back home
[02:21.31] I'm past my growin' pains
[02:27.12] But I feel them all the same
[02:33.74] I think I put a little too much pressure on myself
[02:41.84] I'm in the gutter
[02:42.81] Hope when I'm older, I could turn to someone else
[02:48.85] The worlds I held when I was young
[02:52.28] They're still sittin' heavy on my tongue
[02:58.93] I'm healin'
[03:07.46] I'm healin', baby
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