Salvation

[00:11.40] I tried to vocalize my troubles but nobody would listen
[00:21.33] I know I'm cryptic and I'm weird that shit comes off as indifferent
[00:32.06] Keep an ear to the ground
[00:34.77] Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)
[00:42.19] Keep an ear to the ground
[00:45.42] Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)
[00:52.38] Where does the pain go?
[00:54.68] Turns out that no one knows
[00:57.26] You fed me a fable
[00:59.63] And I followed the rainbow
[01:02.43] Nothing is stable
[01:05.04] I wish you'd just say so
[01:07.87] I followed my dreams and now
[01:10.55] I'm seeking salvation
[01:16.09] Reset
[01:26.68] No, I don't wanna feel that again
[01:28.43] I would've been productive with my time
[01:30.66] If I wasn't so scared of an outcome
[01:33.00] That didn't come true
[01:36.47] Depressed
[01:37.38] No, I don't wanna feel that again
[01:39.11] I would've somebody if I wasn't so
[01:41.77] Insistent on being a facade of myself
[01:47.10] The panic
[01:48.35] The vomit
[01:49.74] The panic
[01:51.05] The vomit
[01:52.37] God loves his children
[01:54.67] God loves his children, yeah
[01:58.04] Keep an ear to the ground
[02:10.48] Or spend three years soaking in formaldehyde (Uh-oh)
[02:18.37] Keep an ear to the ground
[02:21.38] Or spend three years alone and traumatized (Uh-oh)
[02:28.83] Where does the pain go?
[02:30.43] Turns out that no one knows
[02:33.19] You fed me a fable
[02:35.77] And I followed the rainbow
[02:38.62] Nothing is stable
[02:41.17] I wish you'd just say so
[02:43.92] I followed my dreams and now
[02:47.36] I'm seeking salvation
[03:23.20] I've made so many mistakes and I'm sick of it
[03:25.37] I don't wanna sing about how I hate myself
[03:28.13] Anymore, I want it over and done
[03:30.66] 25 years have amounted to nothing much
[03:33.96] Watching everyone succeed in the industry
[03:36.01] Watching my hard work decay into atrophy
[03:38.69] Watching my checking break even month after month
[03:41.33] Watching tv turns my default mode network off
[03:44.32] Eyes glued to screens for upwards of 8 hours
[03:46.47] The media is god and I am a coward
[03:49.32] Duality in knowing human creation's the
[03:52.03] Meaning of life and I don't get a say in it
[03:55.04] I just wanted to be somebody special
[03:57.03] I thought I was seeking my parents' approval
[03:59.89] In the end I failed despite how hard I tried
[04:02.69] I guess it's time to hang it up and go swallow my pride
[04:36.69] Where does the pain go?
[04:36.76] Turns out that no one knows
[04:36.96] You fed me a fable
[04:37.03] And I followed the rainbow
[04:37.14] Nothing is stable
[04:37.34] I wish you'd just say so
[04:37.42] I followed my dreams and now
[04:37.67] I'm seeking salvation
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