Black Synagogue

[00:07.00] And the light, the light can make everything feel beautiful
[00:09.16] It can make it feel safe, so safe that like in the night
[00:12.19] We spend all of our time running away from our truths
[00:15.17] And then we meet someone who tells us, "God will always love you
[00:18.29] No matter what you do, the only thing that will never stop loving you is God."
[00:26.24] And because of all of our darkness, which at night I still run from
[00:31.30] Which at night all still run from, we get stuck chasing light
[00:35.22] That's a black synagogue
[00:38.39] And God said, that the meak shall inhabit the Earth
[00:43.31] But there shall be masses, I said masses, of bloodshed first
[00:48.42] And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings
[00:55.40] From the floor, to the ceiling, but only if you praise Him, I said praise Him
[01:01.53] Shall you receive His healing
[01:09.55] Save me from the pain
[01:12.50] I'm falling down
[01:13.53] Don't you hear me calling?
[01:16.53] I need you now
[01:17.55] Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light
[01:22.62] Give me sanction
[01:23.66] Can you bring me back to life?
[01:25.60] Save me from the pain
[01:27.79] I'm falling down
[01:29.75] Don't you hear me calling?
[01:32.78] I need you now
[01:33.79] Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light
[01:37.75] Give me sanction
[01:39.84] Can you bring me back to life?
[01:45.84] I been running from the pain in my brain
[01:47.84] Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me
[01:49.94] Search for the real me, lost in the night
[01:51.98] I only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height
[01:53.94] I don't really wanna get lost in my mind
[01:55.91] So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe
[01:57.97] Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what?
[02:00.02] Yep, drink it to my fucking souls lost in my eyes
[02:02.02] But I don't really wanna drown no, cuz I'm not that trusting
[02:05.04] But I'mma keep coming 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something
[02:09.06] And when I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember
[02:11.07] No feelings, no thoughts allowed
[02:14.09] And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God
[02:15.19] So send someone to come walk me out
[02:18.12] But don't think, don't talk about it
[02:20.12] Wait, don't sing, don't tell nobody
[02:22.28] Wait, don't drink, don't fail your body
[02:24.19] Wait, don't scream, no, fucking shout it
[02:25.20] See, these voices in my head are the fucking loudest
[02:27.30] So belligerent, so fucking rowdy
[02:30.26] And my tunnel vision's so fucking clouded
[02:31.33] And I don't really have a motherfucking outlet
[02:33.37] So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me
[02:37.43] But you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near me
[02:41.45] So I keep praying, every word that I keep saying
[02:45.55] Every part of me that I needed shield from
[02:47.58] Every part of me that needs saving
[02:49.67] Save me from the pain
[02:52.66] I'm falling down
[02:53.57] Don't you hear me callin?
[02:56.66] I need you now
[02:57.52] Fill me 'til me till I'm full with your holy light
[03:01.51] Give me sanction
[03:03.55] Can you bring me back to life?
[03:05.54] Save me from the pain
[03:08.48] I'm falling down
[03:10.15] Don't you hear me callin?
[03:11.49] I need you know
[03:14.02] Fill me 'till I'm full with your holy light
[03:17.88] Give me sanction
[03:19.83] Can you bring me back to life?
[03:21.98] None of this's real
[03:22.85] When it calls to Thought I found you, now I'm lost too
[03:25.63] I've been listening to service sermons
[03:27.57] A lotta redefining, a lot of words reworded
[03:29.67] A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested
[03:31.35] A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons
[03:33.26] I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies
[03:35.36] Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes
[03:37.45] And God only hear you when you offering ties
[03:39.36] And protection is the truth
[03:40.32] But when the Devil's a lie
[03:41.89] But what am I to do when the Devil is I?
[03:43.73] And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die?
[03:45.15] My mama always said I was a rebel inside
[03:47.24] But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I
[03:50.18] And how it feels to need that, some humbling pie
[03:52.23] And how long it will take when it comes from the sky
[03:53.22] Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die
[03:55.24] And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by
[03:56.90] So, I think, I talk about it
[03:59.18] Wait, I drink, I tell somebody
[04:01.87] Wait, I sink, I fail my body
[04:03.92] Wait, I scream, I'm fucking shouting
[04:05.93] Cuz these voices in my head are the fucking loudest
[04:07.52] So belligerent, so fucking rowdy
[04:09.01] And my tunnel vision's so fucking clouded
[04:11.49] And I don't really have a motherfucking outlet
[04:13.41] So, I talk to God, but I don't really know if He can hear me
[04:18.13] And you know him well, and I think that you could bring him near me
[04:21.27] So I keep praying, everything that I keep saying
[04:25.25] Every part of me that I needed shield from
[04:27.32] Every part of me that needs saving
[04:29.12] Save me from the pain
[04:31.78] I'm falling down
[04:33.40] Don't you hear me calling?
[04:36.31] I need you now
[04:37.43] Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light
[04:41.56] Give me sanction
[04:43.66] Can you bring me back to life?
[04:45.69] Save me from the pain
[04:47.72] I'm falling down
[04:49.28] Don't you hear me calling?
[04:52.39] I need you now
[04:53.36] Fill me 'till I'm full, with your holy light
[04:57.83] Give me sanction
[04:59.73] Can you bring me back to life?
[05:01.85] Did he die on the cross for this?
[05:03.97] Do you have any fucking proof?
[05:06.05] Everything here is man-made
[05:08.29] And I'm just searching for some fucking truth
[05:09.38] Cuz everything they ever told me not to do
[05:11.33] Has always made me question what freedom is
[05:13.86] Why listen to the words when they not from you?
[05:15.90] And why feel judged when I freely live?
[05:17.97] Now I know what the fucking root of evil is
[05:19.78] And why peace is dead, but evil lives
[05:21.71] Everybody thinking they can talk to you
[05:23.87] And what they believe in they hearts are true
[05:24.80] Now they feel that they had the right to persecute
[05:26.85] Judge, [?]
[05:28.84] Who the hell come first to you?
[05:29.85] Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible
[05:31.07] But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled
[05:33.37] Take every shot you have with a fucking rifle
[05:35.14] Cuz you rarely ever get a chance for revival
[05:37.87] So, just think, just talk about it
[05:39.97] Wait, just think, just tell somebody
[05:41.98] Wait, don't blink, don't fail your body
[05:43.13] Wait, just scream, just fucking shout it
[05:45.33] So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent
[05:47.48] And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent
[05:49.76] And you see everything with your lifted eyelids
[05:51.72] And every burden you carry is eventually lighted
[05:53.37] And you talk to God, even when you ain't sure he hears you
[05:57.42] When you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the pain and fears too
[06:01.26] And you keep praying, only now you don't repeat saying
[06:05.30] Cuz you know when you let it go, then you receive saving
[06:09.87] How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems?
[06:13.93] Lots of people
[06:15.26] And how many of those people are fixed?
[06:16.56] None of them know fucking about shit
[06:19.31] They're all fucking fucked up
[06:22.49] Anything to help you escape
[06:24.43] It takes it, it takes something to just say
[06:27.72] "Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it"
[06:30.47] But do we ever really deal with it?
[06:32.42] Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes
[06:37.03] Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church and God
[06:40.24] And find God in yourself
[06:41.83] Powerful thing, yeah?
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