Wither

[00:09.00] I don't care, they say my angel glow is subsiding
[00:16.28] I'm sliding outside of these high beams and I won't dare
[00:22.98] Try to mend this tear, I love I'm fading
[00:27.25] The good once there is just dying
[00:30.94] So I'm withering away and I'ma trigger when I spray
[00:34.80] And I'm attacking everybody till the feeling's gone!
[00:37.14] All my life I loved with people, so passive back then
[00:41.21] I thought I'd be above this evil, my tolerance level
[00:45.09] Then was up with doves and eagles, currently I've
[00:48.25] Hit ground zero under bugs and beetles
[00:50.92] I'm tilted, inside my head's a lettuce but wilted
[00:55.02] Serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine I spilt it
[00:58.44] Could it be how many times I've been ran over and jilted?
[01:02.08] That makes me wanna totally detach from light and just kill shit
[01:06.64] I'll know when the pain is gone
[01:09.49] It's just a matter of time before my bosses win
[01:14.05] And I can feel the wrong
[01:17.04] Coming up through the cracks of my heart again
[01:21.49] I'm holding on, I'm going
[01:27.99] Straight into the mouths of makers
[01:31.95] Everything that keeps me calm was taken
[01:36.04] I'm letting go, I'm burning through, reserves are low
[01:42.61] Just pushing on these old restraints
[01:46.63] My time is up cause it's too late
[01:50.36] I'm about to blow up on anyone in my way
[01:54.05] My anger's set to show up, at any time today
[01:57.45] I'm about to blow up on anyone in my way
[02:01.20] My anger's set to show up, at any time today
[02:05.06] I am lookin' for some fire, yeah, putting on my gang attire
[02:08.70] Drooling and blood I can taste, so get the fuck outta my face
[02:12.19] I'm a killer with a quick switch,
[02:14.16] Yeah, all I ever really wanted was bliss
[02:16.38] Look at me wither to waste, so get the fuck outta my face
[02:19.57] Find another one to get bent, yeah, and it ain't no stoppin' this
[02:23.63] Lovin' the thrill of the chase, so get the fuck outta my face
[02:27.22] N9ne's a nigga with the sick-ness, yeah, and it ain't no blockin' this
[02:30.97] It doesn't matter the race, just get the fuck out my face
[02:34.56] Going, withering away
[02:36.65] Going, withering away
[02:38.47] Going, withering away
[02:40.31] (Gone)
[02:41.66] I gotta say, when my mother died, I really did inside
[02:43.88] And that's the other thing that did it
[02:45.36] Turning my crazy on a hundred babies gonna plummet
[02:47.65] Maybe I should be committed
[02:49.23] What am I supposed to do?
[02:51.24] Do I just keep faking? Fucking forsaking? Everything I am?
[02:54.90] Another pissed mother fucker with a fist and a plan!
[02:57.18] Oh but you're making me do this
[02:59.14] I can scream while you stand there clueless
[03:00.89] If you're listening I've made up my mind
[03:02.53] Take another step and I'll snap this time!
[03:04.78] Someone please save me, I'm losing myself
[03:07.81] I don't think I wanna stop it, but the feeling inside is nauseous
[03:11.66] I get really exhausted off it, gotta find a way to wash it lock it
[03:15.15] Profit nada so I got to drop it, ain't nobody in the cockpit
[03:18.76] Toss this lostness, people from the office boxes
[03:20.92] If you cross this boss live cautious
[03:22.85] Don't make me, don't make me repeat myself
[03:26.53] For your safety, because a pilly is beneath my belt
[03:30.02] But I don't wanna do anything bad to anybody
[03:32.94] But I'll never be perfect
[03:34.20] So I'ma say to the people that got a
[03:35.80] Little evil comin' at you from me I think they
[03:37.51] Deserve it
[03:38.22] Going, withering away
[03:39.63] Going, withering away
[03:41.29] Going, withering away
[03:43.08] (Gone)
[03:44.07] Straight, you don't really snap it out
[03:45.75] My lady backin' out cause I'm becoming really mean and vicious
[03:48.00] Watching me wither, how can I give her
[03:50.13] Blood when I been so tainted round these bitches
[03:52.04] We are the arsenal
[03:53.86] Chemically inbalanced, completely disposable
[03:56.19] So butter my knuckles and taste it
[03:58.08] Another sick delinquent is wasted
[03:59.80] I don't forgive, I don't forget
[04:01.99] I haven't got time to regret
[04:03.56] Everybody else in the world can hate me
[04:05.44] Nobody but me can save me!
[04:07.89] Shit, Yates, hates, this, place
[04:16.60] If they close enough for me to hit the switch
[04:18.23] I'm willing to never turn it on
[04:19.70] I got the feelin' I'm gonna be comin' and killin'
[04:21.76] There gonna be reelin' the evil in front of a psycho
[04:23.39] And them who mentally gone
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